hey..it me again..
its almost 1 month im at neural..
so many things that i had learn there..
thank all kakak2...
I will be the best learner that you all ever meat (ceee..perasan)
but i will take this opportunity to develop my self confidence ( bangga )

Before this i never ever have a strength to speak with people that i never meat..
but now i will call company customer like call my friends..
thank you so much Neural..

I hope i will learn many more new things that i will use in my future career
soon..

SMILE... =)

my life such as not running smoothly this month,
many thing that i have to think,
so many think..
i cant manage it by my self,
i need help...
its will ruin my life if nobody van help me..
please think about it..
i don`t aspect more then what you can do for me,
because i`m here to day because of you...

ari ini sy x sihat,
dlm kepala rase macam ade
benda yg pusing2..
hehe..but sy happy coz ade kengkawan
yg ambik berat pasal sy..
tq semua...
mungkin dah lame sgt x demam mcm ni
sampai hidung pun berdarah..(tatut2)
tapi sekarang dah ok sikit..
just perlukan mase tuk rest agak nye..

Taylor Swift - I'm Only Me When I'm With You

Friday night beneath the stars
In a field behind your yard
You and I are painting pictures in the sky

And sometimes we don't say a thing
Just listen to the crickets sing
Everything I need is right here by my side

And I know everything about you
I don't wanna live without you

I'm only up when you're not down
Don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground
It's like no matter what I do

Well, you drive me crazy half the time
The other half I'm only trying
To let you know that what I feel is true
And I'm only me when I'm with you

Just a small town boy and girl
Living in the crazy world
Trying to figure out what is and isn't true

And I don't try to hide my tears
The secrets, all my deepest fears
Through it all nobody gets me like you do

And you know everything about me
You say that you can't live without me

I'm only up when you're not down
Don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground
It's like no matter what I do

Well, you drive me crazy half the time
The other half I'm only trying
To let you know that what I feel is true
And I'm only me when I'm with you

When I'm with anybody else
It's so hard to be myself
And only you can tell

That I'm only up when you're not down
Don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground
It's like no matter what I do

Well, you drive me crazy half the time
The other half I'm only trying
To let you know that what I feel is true

And I'm only me
Who I wanna be
Well, I'm only me when I'm with you
With you, oh, yeah...

i like this song..

sometimes i think they dont care about my life,
they never ask me whether i`m sick or not,
never ask how was my practical,
never ask whether i`m already eat or not,

Why i`m here?? i`m here because of them,
they are the are the reason why i`m here,..

i`m so sad....

Setiap kali saya melangkah,
setiap kali itu lah saya mula berfikir,
adakah in jalan yang perlu saya lalui,
atau jalan ini adalah jalan sementara sahaja..

Semakin hari saya cuba untuk mengatur langkah,
agar langkah itu tidak tersasar dari landasan nya,
landasan yang saya ingin lalui
untuk menccapai impian saya...

Perlu kah saya terus melangkah?
Perlu kah saya berfikir untuk berhenti melangkah??

hey..hujung minggu yang membosankan sebab tak tahu nak buat apa kat rumah ni..
dah lah duduk sorang2 apa2 entertainment pun xda ape lah nasib badan ni..
nak kuar pun xda member..aku nak tengok LBS tapi xde orang nak pegi sekali..
aaarrrggghhh,,,bosan giler..
dah menghadap laptop ni jew dari pagi tadi, xlama lagi bill pun melambung2..
ape nak buat ni tolong lah...please please...

aku bakal di tinggalkan oleh supervisor aku
esok dia cuti..

mak ai aku nak wat ape ni,
aku dah lah baru 3 hari dalam company tu
aku bukan tak boleh buat
tapi aku masih tak confident gan kemampuan aku..

bila die tanye aku dah mula blur dah
aku kehilanggan kata-kata
dah macam orang bisu dah,
selama ni tak pernah pulak tengok document2 macam tu
sekarang kita nak salahkan sape??

kalau aku pernah di dedahkan aku tau lah nak terangkan mcmm mn..
tapi ni aku langsung tak tahu..
aku jadi mcm baby yang baru nak belajar merangkak..

aduyai..risau oden ni haa...