kisah kita bermula..
gembira membawah kebahagian..
kebahagian berwarna-warni..
warna-warna yang pelbagai..
tiada siapa yang mampu menggugat kisah kita..
kisah yang terpatri dalam diari cinta kita..
diari yang tertulis nama kita berdua..
nama yang menjadi lambang ikatan pasanggan kekasih..
ikatan yang di angap berterusan sampai ke akhirnya..
sampai ke hujung nyawa hendaknye..
nyawa jika kita masih panjang...

namun itu cuma agan-agan indah..
aku tak mapu mempertahankan cinta kita..
cinta tanpa restu..
restu yang menetukan kebahagian hubungan yang suci..
pedih hati tak siapa yang tahu..

tapi dia tak memahaminya..
dia tidak pernah menggerti apa yang aku alami..
dia tidak pernah peduli sengsara ku ini...
dia hanya tahu menyalahkan aku..
dengan alasan aku tidak memberinya peluang..

fahami lah ini bukan kehendak ku..
"kau tidak berada di tempat ku"
"kau tidak tahu apa yang aku alami"

Almost one week i had finish my internship at NSSB
already sent my report, already fill in my audit form
and now just wait for my transcript and graduation next year..
so now is the beginning of new episode in my life
i have to find a job once going back to sabah (hometown)
but before think about that, i have to clear all my stuff at KL
packing all my clothes (need new beg)..
aiyaaaaaaaa...
have to find new housemate to replace my place before go back
but until now no one call me..
haiiyaaaa...so many things i have to do but dont know from where i should start first
fenninngggg....

Just a few more day i will finish my Internship at NSSB (Finance Department)
waaaa...time running so fast and it almost 6 moths...
So many things i have to settle up such my report, log book,
transcript, letter from university and many more..

After that i will go back to my hometown meet my family
and settle the things with JPA. I hve to find a job for my self
find place to live up, it will be a tiring day for me
i`m very sure....

I don`t where should i start...
Coz many stuff and don`t know where should i place it
or when should i post it..

haiiyyyyaaaaa....

lazy..lazy...lazy..