Dear god thank you because you heard me
i know that i am doing so many wrong 
i know that i am always did`t follow what you say..
i know that i often put the blame on you..

But god i want you to know
i never forget or throw you from my life

Dear god thank you for the opportunities that you gave me today..
there were right..our luck we can tell when we can get..
but with patience it will show it self
and don`t forget to struggle for it..

Dear god so many thing i want to say
but i will save it deep in my heart
because i know you can see with your eyes
and i know you always be there for me and all of us..


in the name of god..AMIN

Hello...Hello...
Long time did`t post anything
well i `m a bit busy with my daily work as a student and staff
curious with what i`m doing?
heheheee..
Here are the story;
12 march 2012 i continue my study with taking
short course which is call Logistics Management
at SSTC for 7 month duration
Now i just finished my internship at IEC Group (3Months)
1 week after i leaving IEC,
i received one call from employer
and they ask to come to their office for
an interview...i`m glad to attend my first interview
after my courses at SSTC.
i`m very happy but still feel scared
how if i failed??
but my lecture told me (Datuk Dr. Johnson Tee)
Failed does`t mean you not qualify
but it is mean you in your way to get
your career life and the job not suitable for you.
you have to pray and struggling to paired with your
beloved job soon.
i think this long enough
and i don`t want to make you boring while you read this...
thanks...bye
P/S: thanks to my en.chenta because support me until i finish my courses.. Love you...

P/S: Saya pun xda taw apa nama corak dia nie..sulam ikut kata hati jak..heheeee

Setiap manusia 
mesti mempunyai kisah hatinya sendiri..
dan tidak ketinggalan aku sendiri..


Kisah hati ku..
membuat aku lebih mudah untuk sejuk bila marah..
walau kadang2 aku terlepas marah..
namun aku akan rasa bersalah akhirnya..


Selalunya..
seperti biasah
akan ada insan2 yang akan menjadi pengkritik setia..
kritikan yang kadang2 buat kita berfikir..
contohnye.."saya kecewa dgn awk"..
kita sedia maklum..
manusia di lahirkan dengan kelebihan dan kelemahan yang berbeza2..
dan untuk memuaskan hati orang lain..
adakah berbaloi untuk kita mengorbankan perasaan sendiri??
ada yang akan berpendapat "tidak salah asalkan logik"
so macam mana kalau benda itu tidak logik??
adakah kita masih mahu berfikir tentang kepuasan orang lain??


"Thanks untuk kritikan itu and saya terima sebagai cabaran kalau itu lah takdirnya"
tiba2 ayat kuar..
"jangan salah kan takdir.."
well..sikit pun tidak terniat untuk salahkan takdir..


Aku insan yang penuh kelemahan..
boleh menerima pelbagai kritikan dan dalam masa yang sama menolak kritikan
yang tidak berasas...
kebebasan untuk menentukan jalan hidup and pendirian sendiri adalah mutlak untuk semua insan..


Aku mungkin tidak sempurna..
tapi aku juga mahu untuk mencari kehidupan ku sendiri
tanpa perlu di aturkan oleh orang lain..'
tanpa perlu di perli, disindir dan di kritik -ve...


Mungkin aku nampak biasah 
tapi aku cukup terluka dengan kritikan yang melampau...
aku tersenyum dengan air mata..
aku ketawa dalam tangisku..
aku melangkah dalam basah hujan..
hujan dalam hati ku..


Kisah hati ku..hanya aku yang mengerti...

Smile while you can smile..

Laugh while you can laugh..

Walk while you can walk..

Hold while you can hold it..

Take while you still can take it..

Speak while you can speak..

Talk while you still want to talk..

Do anything you want

while you still can do it

Done everything

while you still have time

Love people

while you still can love them..

But when the time come

and you can`t do anything..

don`t forget..

so many time and chances that already given

you can`t say i don`t have much time..

or the time was so short..

Just remember..

event so many problem..

it does`t means we can`t do anything

to clear it..

Pray while you can pray..

wandering why always put me in a crowded of question??

yes there are so many way to have it..

but still want to get it by my self...

stop with your advice..

is there a company that want a worker

with a skin problem in her face???

or with a ear problems??

know what..without your friend you will never be like that..

money changed you 100%..

and because of your money you be like that...

stop complaining with what i`m doing..

i already try my best to get what i want..

but still did not get it...

your word make me sick